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I'm having this crazy craving for a HP fic. If I were a writer I'd write it, but alas I'm not, so... here it goes:

I was reading

fanficrants few days ago and the topic was once again HP. The rant in question had something to do with Harry and Voldemort and slightly dark!Harry (if I remember correctly) and I thought it would be absolutely hilarious if there was a crack fic where Voldemort didn't actually want to do those bad things that's been shown in canon, but was coerced to do them. I have this image of Voldie somehow being so clumsy that he accidentally murdered people and caused them harm even thought he absolutely did not want and in the end he had to just go with the flow, because people were so scared of him, while he really was just a big lug and hated to do all he did. Did I mention this would have to a crack fic?

Whew! So glad to get that off my chest. This idea has been bugging me for days now.

And if anyone of you lovely people on my flist actually know a fic like this, then I'd be more than happy and would send you endless e-cookies!

Current Mood: silly

I have been quite preoccupied with uni lately and haven't had time to compile a new rec list. I have intentions of making at least one more before Christmas holidays and I'm now in a bit of a pickle. I don't know what to do next. So, if you wonderful people can help me pick one.

[Poll #1655655]

ETA. Poll closed.

So it seems like it's my turn this summer to be unemployed. Pity. Well, less of the pity, more of the BUGGER! But looking on the bright side I'll have plenty of time to do various things that I've not have had time for... few years? But on the other hand, where'll I get the money to do these various things? I'd like to go and see my father whom I've not seen for a long time who lives quite a far away from mine (more than three hours in the car if you break the speed limit). I'd like to actually have a carefree summer just doing nothing, but once again with what money? Students don't have that much of savings on them and usually I try to earn my spendings on summer period so that I could study full-time and not care about leaving for school in the mornings and straight after that to work and by the time is ten in the evening you have the first chance to be at home (after leaving in the morning). Been there, done that. Don't want to go there anymore.

So the current situation is quite stressing to me and I'm almost at the point where I start to pull my hair. And I love my hair! I don't want to loose it.

Well, the hope lives. At least I have to think that way. Otherwise I'll go crazy.

Current Mood: stressed

So, Adam's coming tomorrow. Here. Where I live. Well, not actually where I live, but he's going to be "in the neighbourhood" so to say. And that itself is a pretty big deal as we don't get that many Big Stars around here. And I really like his music. Very much. Followed him through the American Idol contest and cheered him all the way to the end. He's going to be signing autographs.

So, what's the big deal you ask? Why aren't you already on the way to wherever he's going to be at tomorrow? Well, I'm very shy. Really. So shy that I get an almost-panic attack every time I have to speak in public/in front of the class/prepare a lecture/make a phone call to a strange person and so on. I can cope everyday life and all the little details in it, but if I'd have to say something to someone I don't know... Well that thought leaves me absolutely terrified.

So, here I am having this internal monologue about whether or not to go there tomorrow and if I have even one friend that is even slightly interested in coming with me... The debate is endless. And the noises in my head are starting to annoy me.

I'll tell you all the result if there is ever going to be an understanding between me, myself and I.

Current Mood: aggravated

Okay. So clearly I have no life whatsoever and I'm very pathetic. My reasoning follows:

1) I watched the whole season one of The Big Bang Theory yesterday. If that wasn't so bad what makes it bad is that I watched them in a row. So I had a marathon of TBBT. One could say I OD'd on the series, but that is not possible. One could never have enough of Sheldon (oh, I do love him)! And now I'm waiting eagerly for the season two to arrive so I could watch them all!!!!
2) It was Friday night yesterday. I am a student. There was a party. I never went even though I promised. I elected to stay home and watch TBBT instead. And I have been making these kind of excuses for far too long now. I'm beginning to think I'm turning into a social recluse. Yay! No wonder I'm single at the moment. I would much more stay at home and watch tv or movies than go out and socialize. Oh, and let's not forget about LJ, my flist is really killing me with the awesomeness.

I got new meds yesterday for insomnia. Yay me! They are definitely needed. It is really rather hard to go to the uni everyday when you have had less than four hours of sleep. I had to call my friends twice this week that I would not be coming to school as I think I would've just dozed off in the first hour. Yeah! Not so cool to drool on the desk.
So, Thursday evening or rather Friday (it was 2 a.m.) I booked an appointment with a doctor. Thank god for the Internet for making that possible! The doctor prescripted me anti-depressants, as in small doses they apparently make you sleepy. I slept 'round the clock! Without disturbances! That in itself is a small miracle for me. So, let's hope the new meds will continue to help me to get sleep! *fingers crossed*

If I want to add a picture to my header (is that the right word? on the top of my lj anyway), then what should I do? I know there probably are commands I'm supposed to know and use, but what? I have these three pictures I want to put on top of my page and I don't know how. And the pics need some... fixing, too. Can anyone tell me where I could find help with this?

Current Mood: pensive

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